Confused

My 3rd poem writen:

I sit here waiting
You never talk to me
I get to school
You look at me as i go

you joke to your friends
when i\'m not near
Everyone is silent
when I come \'round

I feel most lonely
when i can\'t get away
You join the crowd
even though you see me

you know I\'m there
altho you dont care
I may not always see you
but I have this feeling like you always stare