I never wanted to forget you, or to lose the thing that i thought was so lucky that we had. I thought you loved me but doesnt everybody? I trusted because i knew who you were i thought you were different but i soon learned your even worse than all of the other guys. He fed me promises to keep me hung like a puppet on a string knowing i would do any thing he asked because i got what i wanted too; him. He was all i could have asked for and yet he turned into the nightmare i cant forget, i let him into my heart and into my feelings and those are the things that cant be erased no matter how hard we try. I trusted him and he used the excuses i gave him when he broke up with me as if i was breaking up with him, i didnt see it then and it hurts worse now somehow, somewhere we left our friendship back when we abandoned it for something that at the time seemed so special. Now i would love and give anything to just have the one thing i miss most my friend.
