How could you do this to me?
In the dead of night
Telling me you hated me
Filling me with fright
You said you were going to kill yourself
And that you had a gun
And that you were going to shoot yourself
Then your life would be done
I started crying to you on the phone
When I heard the trigger click
I yelled and screamed in the phone
That you were such a prick
You don't know how much I love you
Or how I really feel
And now you are never going to
It's a really big deal
You killed yourself because you were sad
You were in a lot of pain
You blamed it on your dad
You were really going insane
You meant the most to me
In the whole world
Now I wish you were me
So you could still be in the world
I really loved you
Why did you have to leave?
I am already missing you
So I wrote this for you in grief.
