I remember

I remember when I was small
I remember my dreams
And all i wanted
I have it all
I'm the girl I dreamed of
My ideal me
But thing it was all superficial
Not the real me
I wanted to beautiful
And thats what i got
I never wished to be happy
And I'm not
I asked to be smart
And thats what I got
I never asked for strength
Now i can barely get up to face another day
I never asked for a family
And guess what?
Mine is lost
They hate me
I see it in their eyes
So what can beauty and smarts do
When you've got nothing else