Am I always going to be a failure? Am I always going to feel this pain in my core?
Am I always going to feel like I can give nothing more?
Am I always going to feel overwhelmed b/c I'm constantly bombarded?
Am I always going to have battles in my mind?
Am I always going to feel like I can never find the time?
Am I always going to give in to my flesh?
Am I always going to feel like I should stay in neutral?
Am I always going to feel like I don't amount to what I'm worth? Am I always going to feel like I don't have any real friends?
Am I always going to make the same mistakes over and over again?
Am I always going to enjoy the wrong things that give me so much pleasure?
Am I always going to feel like I have a ton of weight on my shoulders?
Am I always going to have my eyes wide shut?
Am I always going to not care when things don't seem right?
Am I always going to think, God, when will You fight this fight?
Am I always going to put myself down when I concentrate on my occasional wrongs when I need to focus on my consistent rights?
Am I always going to throw a flame retardant on the fire inside of me out of fear?
Am I always going to think why is it so hard down here?
Am I always going to fear the person I'm supposed to be while not knowing who I am now?
Am I always going to go back to what's comfortable and easier when times get hard?
Am I always going to be reminded of my painful past?
Am I always going to feel like I'll never be able to say I'm free at last?
Am I always going to feel like things will never go right for me?
Am I always going to be attractedto the wrong people?
Am I always going to walk around with this frown?
Am I always going to walk around with my spiritual head hanging down?
Am I always going to feel like I let God down?
