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I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time,
I hurried up
The choice was mine
I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide,
too late to try
The tour was over
we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone