Lost again

Lost in space
again not seen
trying to find a way to get out of this pain

crying myself to sleep
living while dead inside
deeply hurt
bleeding on the inside

being ripped back into reality
pulled in from my own world

only to see you leaving me
to feel me losing you

all i can say
is that i wish you'll stay

hold me in your arms
protecting me from any harm

kissing your lips
our hands clasped
our embrace lasts

thats only a wish
likely it'll never happen again

i must not me a good friend

u left me here
on the street
ready to kill me

stabbing me
tearing me
making sure i suffer

everything is getting tougher

i cant last this time
i cant pretend everything's okay

i cant put on a fake smile every day
not any more

i cry inside
holding on tight

hoping for life
but wishing to die

taking breaths that may be my last

i love you
i always have