Noone ever knew

Kyle Churchill

i miss you bud
i don't know why
so many things i don't know
no one knows why , you never let it show

you're smile
would brighten my day
take me the extra mile
you should have let us know, you weren't OK.

your laugh
could make anyone smile
even when i was having the worst day
you knew just what to say,
to make everything OK!

always had stars in your eyes
it docent seem fair.
to have to say my goodbye's
i want you to know i still care
and ill never forget you
i hope u wont forget me to

so many memories
pictures ill forever save
secrets ill take to the grave

liked by many
loved by all
you were going through a hard time
and decided to take the fall
what breaks my heart
is i didn't get to say goodbye
and now my heart is being torn apart

this is a dream
someone please wake me
cause this cant be
this nightmare wont end

i close my eyes
i say a prayer
hoping god will hear.
wondering if he can see every time i shred a tear

what had happened
to this once happy place
day by day
the world gets harder to face

i know you will be happy now
cause u are going to go to a better place,
but i cant stop crying
knowing i no longer get to see your face

i know u will be looking down on us
with a smile on your face
and just in case....
you don't know
i have never stooped thinking of you
you will always have a place in my heart
no matter how close or far apart.
i just have to remeber
its not goodbye
its... ill see you soon

*** this poem was written by a friend and for a friend of mine and other people. his death was tragic but we will never for get him.... RIP kyle Churchill.**