I cannot stop these feelings
i cannot stop these thoughts
and i cannot understand
why its now im so distraught
i cannot stand to see your face
i cannot stand to hear you breathe
and i cannot understand
what the hell it is u believe
i cannot feel through this pain
i cannot hear through words unsaid
and i cannot understand
why so bad i want you dead
but no not worry now
it will not hurt for long
just a pull of the trigger
and it will all be done
this takeover of my mind
was planned right from the start
i was carefully chosen, called
the perfect one without a heart
the girl i once was
has disappeared from sight
i am now someone else
as different as day and night
darkness fills my mind
my cries have now subsided
settles now within me
this evil has resided
my hatred for you has
now transferred to the world
i can barely reign it in
and keep it from being unfurled
i am furious at myself
for now being this way
but after all thats happened
im tired of keeping it at bay
i have never had feelings
so strong as this before
and now they've over come me
and i cant suppress them anymore
the lucky ones will die first
in this never ending terror reign
but to someone such as me
it will all just be a game
nothing is too morbid
nothing isnt right
just see how many will survive
when i place them in my sight
the demons are taking over
they are destroying my soul
my life is spinning downward
out of my control
no one sees this side of me
no one knows my darkest thoughts
nothing like remember you always
something like forget me not
maybe this is just a dream
maybe soon i will awaken
only to drift back to sleep
and dream of lives i would have taken
