Last day

A feeling before Ive never felt
slowly i cry as i knelt
you're gone and slowly I'm falling
i hear the angels of death calling
all my joy slowly fades away
right here this moment, i mustn't stay
ill take this blade and end this pain
forget my lost words, no time to explain
you're gone not here when i need you most
the feel of steel makes my soul coast
a devilish grin takes over my face
"Hell's angels take me away to your place."
out of this world, away from my pain
just make me high, i wont feel the same
suddenly I'm kneeling in my own blood
now my tears flow down such as a flood
a mix of pain and my sick joy
this sinister action, my evil ploy
slowly the blood and light fade away
this came to be my last living day