I will Try

I will try not to think of you
As I lay my head at night
I will try no tot cry my tears
As I hold your teddy tight

Try to wake up in the morning
Your face not cross my mind
Try to bury all my memories
In a place I cannot find

Try to go through the day
And not whisper your name
Try to laugh my little laugh
And not feel the intense pain

I’ll try to tell my little story
And now hardly mention you
Try not to speak about our time
Or what you put me through

I’ll try to meet some new people
To get you off my mind
Keep my options open
To finally leave you behind

I’ll try so hard to let you go
Try not to love you anymore
Then again what if I can’t?
What are the promises for??