Long Gone Pride

Confessions in a wooden box
waiting to be heard someday
lying for years in the same corridor
if they would ever find their way

serpents shoot venom in me like past
overshadowing my future and push them to last
swimming in this burning lake of my desires
every inch of felicity gradually expires

come what may, forever this life i will lead
than to die for something i am so much used to now
for starvation of all demons, i have my soul to feed
and would crawl to the invisible shore somehow

morpheus is no more friend of mine
as strangers have captured my peace
domiciled in the tears i am cryin
for years this heart has ceased

lying alone under this black sky of hatred
breathing in this air, feel so suffocated
so numb now, your words just passes me by
i have so many of you to kill before i die

my wrath unfolded and disappeared long time back
its all me and my sanity now flowing with time
rotted within myself while hanging on life's track
dreaming to gain my long...long gone pride