Crossed emotions , F*^k yoU!

Do i look like an object
that you can use,
do i seem to be the kind of girl you just want to abuse.
I'm a lost girl wondering,
pain embraces me,
but you don't know that ,
yourself is all you see.
I'm hurting from the first rejection
the pain sinks deep,
i cant look you in the eyes no more
because i makes me weep.

last night you kissed me,
your lips touched mine,
and I was stabbed in the heart
as if it were a crime.
if you like me than find
then have the courage to say,
i really need to know
coz i cant bare it this way.
us flirting all the time,
me falling for you,
whilst you screw around
what am i suppose to do.
just stop f*^king with my emotions stop pretending,
or my wrists i will cut and end up dead