My hateful love poem

You're asking why I hate you.
Why do you even ask?
I'm not that sure it's you I hate,
I can't see through the mask.
I hate you coz you're lying.
And you're bringing me down too.
The constant tears and crying,
But by now it's nothing new.
I hate how you're so perfect,
And how you know just how I feel.
I hate the fact that noone knows,
That they all think you're real.
I hate the way you laugh,
I hate the way you cry.
I hate everything about you,
I hope you f*c*ing die!
You told me that you loved me,
I hate you for that now.
Because I really did believe you,
Although I don't know how.
And the thing that makes it very worst,
The main reason I hate you.
Is because you're still the one I love,
And there's nothing I can do.