A hollow silhouette floods my dreams,
awaking me to cascading screams,
lights burst and paranoia sinks in,
holding myself tightly as the demons fight to win.
take your razor of lies and cut back my skin,
it didn't matter how loud i screamed,
you slowly forced yourself in,
now the voices wont stop crawling within.
ever since you left,
I've been stuck with myself,
listening to the voices once again,
insane and sick are all thats become of me in this end.
I'm only talking to myself,
I'm not going crazy,
this is simply who I've become,
your ignorance and apathy have forever scarred me.
i may seem alright,
but every time i close my eyes,
images of you start another fight,
deep within me,
full of broken tears tonight.
no one really wants to save me,
take me,
help me,
escaping me,
show me,
the difference,
between love,
and crazy.
I'm down farther,
farther than you know,
holding my razor tightly,
so the demons cant get through.
let me go...
I'm letting you go...
drowning out these walls,
slowly breaking from it all.
I've lost a friend,
I've received a broken heart,
now I'm alone and shattered,
where did all this wrong start...
then it all ended and we we're over,
was i just another sad addition to your list,
of all the problems you ever had,
now why do i have to hold them like a razor to my wrist...?
