9 Months

by Amy   Mar 22, 2006


I Had an abortion and my baby would have been due today this is a peom to my lost baby

9 Months

It all began just one big laugh
Who was to know I would feel like half
Half the girl I used to be
Half the killer I've be come to be

I felt you move I felt you cry
I didn't say a word I just hid in lies
I sometimes wonder what could have been
Me as I mother what a dream

So there I was an extra life
A tiny heart 2 tiny eyes,
10 little fingers 1 tiny nose
1 shooting pain from head to toe

The ache the pain still so fresh
People still saying its for the best
Sometimes I think I still feel your heart
Your little life doomed from the start

9 months today gone so fast
This should now be in the past
But theres not a days thats gone by
I dont sit and wonder why

Why it is I live in fear, why it is your not here

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  • 18 years ago

    by amanda

    Very touching poem, it brought tears to my eyes. I know what you’re going through, I had an abortion just over a month ago, I was already 4 months pregnant. My due date woulda been Sept. 4th/06. The day before the abortion, I found out it was a baby boy, so I named him Matthew James (Matthew meaning “Gift From God.”) Neways, its been really hard on me, everyday I wonder what it woulda been like if I hadn’t of had the abortion, how big would my belly be…would I beable to feel him moving yet…little things like that. I miss him so much. But I made my decision, and now I have to live with it. If you ever need to talk, I’d be more than happy to listen.

  • 18 years ago

    by ~♥~†FallenAngel†~♥~

    I think this is an amazin poem really well written an im so sorry tht u feel so bad i don't no how u must be feeling but i just hope u feel better.

  • 18 years ago

    by ~*Nicki*~

    This is a good poem. I dont agree with abortion but i am glad to see that you regret.

  • 18 years ago

    by Linsey

    This is awesome, very touching. Keep up the writing you are very good. Comment mine : )

  • 18 years ago

    by sarah

    Im soo sorry, this was a great poem,
    def got my 5 vote keep writing and take care hun sarah x

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