My Choice

The pain becomes experience, and soon after, wisdom is in your soul. Still we have choice, that wonderful freedom to do, be, act upon whatever we desire. But its in that moment of knowing better, we exercise our right to forget the lessons we were taught-to forget the pain we once felt-to ignore the knowledge that screams you know better...To choose chaos over peace, ignorance over intellect, lies over truth. Common sense your enemy act the point of self destruction. Feeling more at home in the dark alleys, away from the light of truth. But its my choice, and i will defend it to the bitterest of ends. I will push love and light out to protect the ugliness of my experience. No one can take that from me, so i hold on with fierce determination, to stroll through the depths of the hell i created.