So now as its the time to go
No time left to remain
Shell be the one to let you know
All the feelings felt were unloved pain
Always ignored like a whisper in the wind
And just as unnoticed as a spirit of the midst
Always despised like an unwanted kin
And bleeding from depression from a touch so much missed
Behind this shield she goes about unwillingly invisible
Laugh at her face cos you know shes not here
Behind that fake smile you dont know how she feels
This is all you do, patronise and jeer
So dont listen to these softly spoken words that tell
The only thing that hears her is the paper spoke upon
But the words on this page feel nothing because of this God forsaken spell
By the time you finish reading, you wont care if shes gone
Dreaming on a prayer to wish herself away
Run away from the dark burning pain
Cannot bare to live another mocking day
Die as she pleases just drowning in the blacked out rain
Silent wills that beg to be forgiven
But in these iniquitous nights everything is a sin
So dont worry shell get out of your way, only to be called upon again
Without the gift of a soul, her heart is ripped and torn as a gift
With each dying efforts she finds a way
To keep those people from getting inside her
Youll never know whats going on behind the lies every day
Never know because shes not here to tell you no more, you missed your time now that shes gone
All those chances once appeared
But you never took the time
Just for one day
Because she's not worth it you may find
Dont worry, youre forgiven
This is what she wants
Her life was a poisoned hell given
She lies now awaiting no more help.
A lost soul unforgivably ruined in the cruelty of life.
