Suicide

Im avoiding all that facts
That tell me you are dead
Im trying to escape
To hear you in my head

I know you must be here
You couldnt just have gone
I dont believe its true
Still, tears are flowing strong

Why have you left me?
Why did you leave?
Was it because of me
That you refused to breathe?

All of these weeks
I thought you were fine
In passing days,
When I couldnt feel time

I knew it when
You hadnt replied
What made you go
And commit suicide?