To Live or to Die

Do not shed a tear, when i am no longer here

Do not look and stare as if i am not there

Do not look for me after all the things you've done

Because dying is much better when you've already tried to run

Suddenly I see it all to be so clear

Maybe death is after me following from there to here.

You've done all the damage you could

what more do you want from me my soul?

Here take it now you've swallowed me whole.

I hope you are happy, with the precious soul of mine.

I think its better in your hands than in the likes of mine.

Mine are oh so dirty and full of pain and grief.

Yours can handle all that stuff without any disbelief.

I want you here with me but it feels like you've thrown me away.

So now you wont have to worry when i am gone today.

Maybe this was meant to happen, this sick nightmare of a joke.

Strangling me by the neck until nearly my neck has broke.

So finish me off, take the last stab i think it would all be worth it.

Here, ill do it myself since you are oh so perfect.

Thats what i thought of you my love, that perfect girl i knew.

Now i don't know what to think after the shit I'm going through.

Can you tell me my love? Can you answer my death?

Is it fate that is calling so i can take one last breath?

I don't know about fate but I know the thing that i must do.

Do not shed a tear my love, Ill always be waiting for you.

Even after all the cruddy things you've put me through.

Because true love works like that and mine is still after you.