Razor blade kiss

All these cuts, the little slits the twists on my wrist the blood drops and falls on my snow white skin, i wonder to my god is this a sin? i need to let out the pain, and this is my only way how. it helps so much do you see my little cuts? people say are you gonna take the selfish way? i think dont judge me help me throw my blade away. people say oh you need to stop i think if i did i'd be dead because the razor blade is my best friend. i cant let go b/c i need to see the blood that i would miss. i do this i put the razor to my skin and think of it as a razor blade kiss.