If you only knew!

Every time we talk I feel complete
But at the same time incomplete
I have you but I don´t
Were friends nothing more
That´s what you say
I know you still love me
But why so much proud
You know I love you
What more
Though I´m not perfect
Neither you
I just wish you knew the pain your putting me through
Is it that hard to say
I love you to me
I feel sometimes like nothing
See you don`t know that I´m living because of you
That I truly stopped cutting because of you
I changed somewhat because of you
I put me guard down to feel love
That is what I feel for you
Pumkin I love you so much
Only you somewhat understands me in ways that nobody will ever understand
Only you have the key to my heart
Only you
Don´t you forget that
Thank you for being there through thick and thin