Fighting

Im finally waking up
To see the truth of my weakness
Now Im seeing all im lacking
And am desperate for changing
Im starving for the strength im missing

Never fighting for what Ive wanted
Always giving up before I even started
Just watching as somebody else takes it
Regreating all of my choices
then leaving me completely incomplete

now Im forgetting all Im lacking
and letting go of all the fears
strip me of all my insecurities
give me the courage to fight for whats real
hes the one I want to hold onto
and I know she wants him to
this time Im fighting I wont give up
and just let her have him

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