You were my first love, and then things started to change and the beatings were just too much for me. You beg for forgiveness, you tell me you have changed, I can see that you have but something is holding me at bay! You look so great and I would die to be in your arms, but my heart is still in pain. It remembers the cruel words, the punches and the kicks, it remembers the pain it took to leave. I want to forgive, but there's no way to forget. I love you still, but I am so much better than this!
