I know that we'd been drinking

I know that we'd been drinking
I remember we were on the floor
but then my mind goes blank
and I cant remember anymore...

I tried to finish the bottle
I got so drunk and sick
how I regret it all
the wrong choice I had picked.

waking in the hospital
I had dreamed of kissing you
never could I have guess
the real hell I had put you through.

you passed out you say
and I continued to drink
then the story goes on-
- my heart begins to sink.

you woke up with me on top of you
wait no that can't be right!
I forced you to do things
I hurt you so bad that night.

you said you tried to stop me
why didn't you call for help?
then you just gave up
and just gave in....

how could this be?
why cant I remember?
this will be a night
that will haunt me forever.

I just cant understand
that was something I would never do
I love you so god damn much
I would never mean to hurt you.

Oh my god I am so sorry
I cant even look you in the eye
if I was sober that night....
oh my lord I wish I'd died.

hearing you tell me
of what I have done
breaks my heart to pieces-
- I have no where else to run.

you were then one who was there for me
it was to you that I would cry
but now it's you I fear
and I am the reason why.

it is all my fault
now I've lost my best friend
but I'll forever love you
until the very end.

though you say you forgive me
I can never forgive myself
all I pray for is for you to be OK
that is all I could ever want....