Unwanting......i know i am
i know the pain i bring
i know the sight i am to see
but you can not turn away
your involved now, speak i know you have something to say,
to mumble something
to wish i was humble.
to wish i was relaxed.
to wish this day just would of passed
but no, dont try to stop this
dont sit there and say you do care
i know this body is unwanted
i know it wont be missed
i know these wrists are painful
i can see the same sight,
but im the one with the knife
are you frightened?
are you as scared as i am...
is the pain you see hurting you as much as its hurting me
or is your life as hard and painful
dont judge me
because these wrists to me are beautiful.