Silent

I wish I was silent
Unheard by others
So silent I wasn't visible
None existing
Dead to them all
That way suicide would be easy
I wish no pain to my Friends
Or Family
No pain to them
Only to myself
Everyday is pain
In my mind I am hollow
Yet she sees right through me
Like an open door
She relates
She shares my pain
I dont want to be here
But here I stand
Forced to live
Live emotionless
No fear or feeling
I want to die
Be dead
To be Silent