Sorfully Captivated

Holding back tears
Choking on them
Cannot be seen
It was better then

It\'s getting dark
I feel so alone
It\'s only morning
But I know this isn\'t home

I took a lose
I tried it out
Now I know
It\'s not what it\'s about

Should I stay here?
Or break free?
Already lost you
No point not to bleed

I still love you so
Don\'t convince me I don\'t
Because I know I\'m sure
& thats the smallest hope

My love for you
It still holds strong
Even though I\'m not with you
With you is where I belong

If no one ever reads this
If no one ever cares
I somehow want you to know
I\'ll forever be there

It\'s where you\'ll always be;
Stuck inside my heart
It\'s where you\'ve always been;
Stuck there from the start

& in my mind
That\'s alone in the dark
Sadly it\'s mine
All torn apart

I\'m sorry I left you
To start a new life
Just want to live it with you
& if I don\'t I swore I\'ll die

Please don\'t leave me here
Because I\'m not completely gone
Can we be together?
& run into the dawn?

For you my love
I would do anything
For I miss you
I\'m still screaming