Lies

My heart races
My body goes numb
Blood drips to the floor
Death has begun

My life appears
Before my eyes
Full of pain
And full of lies

I lied to you
And you lied to me
I hid my arms
You pretended not to see

Around and around
In this circle of life
But I can break the chain
With a slash of my knife

The lies can continue
But I will not hear
So far from death
Yet Iâ??m so near

So much pain
And so many lies
Crimson tears
Pour from my eyes

I donâ??t want to hear it
I know itâ??s pretend
All of these lies
Must come to an end

For once hereâ??s the truth
There is no hope
Stop mopping around
Trying to cope

You do not love me
Iâ??ve known it all along
It is not my fault
I did nothing wrong

My cuts are rutine
No meaning at all
I stood near the edge
And you let me fall

You couldâ??ve helped me
But you didnâ??t even try
Stop telling yourself
All of these lies

Itâ??s to late now
My bloods on the floor
I donâ??t have to listen
To your lies anymore

Iâ??ll never have to lie again
Iâ??ll never have to hide
Iâ??ll never have to keep
All of my feelings locked inside

You can tell yourself
That you helped in every way
Do what you must
To sleep at the end of the day