Why Not Me?

**This one is to Jordan**

I'm the only girl who's ever
Felt for you what you wish you had.
You once loved me,
And now you act like that's bad.
You love one of my best friends,
But she can't return what you feel.
So why not me?
Our love was so honest, so real.
And you wanna know the best part?
Our relationship contained both love, and lust.
We're perfect for each other,
So why can't your heart be just?
What's so wrong with me?
Why can't you just love me?
What's there about me that's not to love?
I'd love you, take care of you, cherish you, take pride in you, encourage you, grow old with you, and die with you.
I'd kill someone for you,
Anyone you want.
I'd die MYSELF for you.
I'm so in love with you.
Do anything and everything for you.
So why can't you return love to me?
Why not me?

**I love you, Jordan. More than anyone ever will... More than life itself**