Highly Mistaken

**Again, this is to Jordan**

I thought I could do it.
I really thought I could.
But I was highly mistaken.
I didn't think it'd be this painful.
I really didn't think it would.
But I was highly mistaken.
Before our heartbreaking parting,
I knew I couldn't be your friend
If our relationship were to end.
But when it was over,
I knew I couldn't let that happen.
So I told you I still need you in my life, and you agreed.
But somehow things went wrong,
And you started hating me.
I NEEDED your friendship,
More than anything at all.
I was so STUPID to let myself fall.
Yes, I fell IN LOVE with you, when you're in love with my friend,
With someone who can't return your feelings.
Yes, it's true.
I'm so STUPID to think friendship would work.
I'm so STUPID to think friendship wouldn't hurt.
Again, I was highly mistaken.
I still don't want to lose you,
I still can't let you go.
What's so wrong with me?
i can't take the pain no more.
So why am I taking it?
I couldn't tell you why.
I thought things would be easier.
But I was highly mistaken.
WHen I think of you,
You and you're beautiful, deep blue eyes,
I get tears in my eyes,
I want to cry.
Because I'll know I'll never have you again.
Yet I continue to try.
And for that,
I am highly, highly mistaken.