Love to hate...

My knife digs deeper,
As I melt in my sorrows,
And seek for a reason,
A reason to live.

There is no reason for me to cry,
With the pain you caused,
I've already died,
From the dreadful memories.

You killed me with your hatred,
You don't care you hurt me this bad
My life was just a cruel trick,
For you to keep your jealous pride.

No one listens to a word you speak,
Just to the rumors that linger.
My life of solitude,
Is all I behold as I say good-bye.

I scream in pain,
I wish I could take back,
My blood is drowning me,
No way to turn back the clock.

The knife I held with my shaky hands,
Has killed the person you once knew.
The person you loved at one time,
But now is just a foe you love to hate.

**this is to one of my ex friends.. i hope she reads it and she wants to scream w/ the pain she caused me**