Can't Handle It

**To Jordan, when I think about him with anyone but me....**

Times Change.
Feelings are supposed to.
But with you,
Mine never will.
My feelings will grow
Over the next few years
To where
When I see you with another girl
My eyes fill up with tears.
I try to hold my feelings even more.
I run into the girls bathroom,
And slam the stall door.
I think, I replay,
What I just saw.
The bell rings,
There's a long pause.
I gather my things,
Open the door,
While my tears still fall
To the floor.