The Misery

Swirling and swirling
in my hole of depression
flashback to flashback
to things i forget
heart beat to heart beat
is all i can feel
I'm in a world where nothings real
it's plastic it's metal
it's all to fake
it's nothing like the touch
of the wind on your face
it sweeps away
I'm floating I'm floating
I'm high in the sky
I'm happy I'm happy
but i don't know why
then these dark clouds appear
and rain on my joy
my happiness goes away like a toy
the sorrow the sorrow
is coming back
I'm swirling I'm swirling
back into the black