The mistake

I can feel it when I\'m near them
that they don\'t like me for me
i can tell they think I\'m a screw up
but they don\'t think i see

I\'m usually the main conversation
they get sympathy from my mistakes
i want them just shut up bout me
what more does it take

I have done a lot of bad things
more than most kids do
but if they don\'t stop bringing up the past
then how am i meant to improve?

i just want to start again
because i feel like such a mistake
keeping me was the biggest one
the biggest they could make

if they think I\'m such a bad kid
why don\'t they just kick me out
i wanna leave and start over
id leave without a doubt

i feel like I\'m unwanted
i always get the blame
if I\'m good I\'m treated bad
so every things the same

i don\'t no if they like the attention
or if they just hate me
i cant be bothered with living
if i cant even prove to be