Love and dout

What I'm looking for
doesn't exist any more
it's trapped behind a locked door

but it's replacement is here
giving me sadness and fear
saying they hate you dear

well I'm not listening to words said
to me it's just a stale piece of bread
so it tells me love is dead

well i don't care
not like it was ever there
but this is just doubt
trying to give me a scare

and yet, dare i not believe
I'm too alone, can't risk it leave
so for love i grieve

doubt holds me tight
giving me pain that's just not right
giving me a nightmare just for tonight

doubt has everything i hold
it takes it all and leaves me cold
to lye here till i am frail and old

for i have believed the tale
now i have no chance to bail
should have known.....
I'm only here to fail