Me

Don't judge me
You don't know me
Don't look at me
You don't see me

I hide behind this shield
Of not having a care in the world
If only you really knew
What's under that happy girl

I don't want the real me
To shine through my disguise
Because my heart's been broken
And I've heard too many lies

To you my world is black and white
I always know which way to turn
But if only you knew my shades of gray
And all I have left to learn

When will it all make sense?
What lies ahead for me?
How will I find my happiness?
Who will reveal what I want no one to see?

When will I have the answers
To all the questions in my head?
Who will ever make sense
Of all the things I've said?