Rain

I can't believe
Its time for you to go
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to show

All the emotions that I have
Locked up inside
All the things I can no
Longer continue to hide

I tried to prepare myself
For the days that lie ahead
But I know inevitably when you're gone
I'll have no reason to get out of bed

No reason to get up
And face another day
Without you there helping
To show me the way

I can't believe I have to
Say goodbye to what we had
I knew this day would come
But I didn't know I'd feel this bad

The numbness in my heart
Has been replaced with unspeakable pain
And no matter what I do
The tears just pour like rain

You were everything to me
My high and my low
And now I'm losing everything
Knowing you have to go

The hardest thing for me to do
Is face you with a smile
Knowing you will walk out of my life
In just a little while

I promised myself in the beginning
I wouldn't let it get to this
But I promised myself before I Learned all the things I'd miss

I'll miss hearing your laugh
I'll miss that goofy smile on your face
I'll miss hearing your voice
I'll miss your warm embrace

I'll miss our jokes
I'll miss our little talks
I'll miss our times we shared
I'll miss our little walks

I'll miss the gentle touch
Of your hand upon my cheek
I'll miss all your actions that were
Louder than words can speak

I'll miss the arguements
The petty fights
I'll miss the phone calls
That went late into the night

I'll miss seeing you as soon
As I walk through the door
The thought of losing you
I can't take anymore

I'll miss all the little things
That we have shared
I'll miss all the times
You showed how much you cared

I'll miss all the days
Of coming to see you
I'll miss all your stupidity
And the crazy things we used to do

I'll miss the passion
The butterflies
I'll miss you more
As time goes by

I'll miss the connection
When we looked at each other
I'll miss you like
I have none other

No matter where I go
No matter what I do
I know that no matter what
I'll always miss you

I'll miss the unspoken understanding
You saw right to my heart
I'll miss everything about you
When we have to part

I'll miss all of this
And all things I can't explain
I'll miss everything between us
As my tears pour like rain