Praying for them better days
Hoping that there may be another way
Wishing again those words he'd say
Days under the covers where we'd lay
Begging that this pain will soon end
Cause this heart right here, it can't mend
Wishing this relationship would extend
Hoping that we'd be more than just friends
Maybe you'd stop with the lies
Praying I'd stop with the cries
Hoping there wont be no more tries
Begging there'd be no more sighs
Days where you never left my mind
Weeks in my head you'd be time after time
This girl I once knew I can no longer find
You had to let me go but was loving u a crime?
If so, then I'm sorry for what I did
Never knew it was so wrong
Never knew it was something I had to forbid
But hey look at us we're still just little kids
Why the hell should my feelings be hid?
Now that I'm letting it show
It's like another crime I've done
I thought being a kid was suppose to be fun
But its not! All we're getting are heartaches
Damn yo! What the hell just give us a break!
Or at least let us know you care for peeps sake!
Sometimes I love you and at times I get so pissed!
Sometimes I get so mad! I get so depressed!
I become furious! When it's really u I've missed...
Confusion is the feeling I get all because of that kiss
How come life has led me to where I am now?
Is there an escape? Please tell me there's one somehow
I want to be done cant that be allowed?
I just want it to be over and that day will come, I vow
As long as it takes it will sooner or later come
But hopefully it comes soon cause right now I feel like a bum
Every time I'm around you I feel so numb
Looking back on my life, I feel so dumb
It's an unusual feeling but we learn to deal
We learn to fall, get up, and heal
Right now I'm still trying to stand cause of all these feelings I feel
Of all these feelings I have to reveal
Cause it's continuing to build up inside
Through death we'll ride
What we have, we have to take it in pride
And place those bad times aside
And although I'm still going through those times
Baby it's all right
Because I'll look back and say, "I gave a good enough fight."
I didn't try my best but I did what was right
Even though right now you aren't by my side.
