I HIDE IT

I Hide How I Feel

You look at me and think I'm fine,
A goofy kid, laughing all the time.

This is the girl that you see when I'm there,
It's all because I don't want you to be scared.

The kid inside me is different then how you see me
Just get to know me a little and you'll see.

There's alot more to me then what I show to you,
It's hard to bare when the words I say are true.

The stories about my life and what I've done along the way,
Looking for the words to say.

Don't want to explain so I lock it inside me,
Hoping that no one will realize, hoping no one will see.

That there's more then the goofy kid walking down the hall,
Sometimes I wish I wasn't here at all.

It's a hard thing to say, and I know deep down its not true,
But what I live through, there's nothing I can do.

So I show the happy side of me when I'm not home.
But you should see how I am when I'm alone.