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He doesn't understand when i smile and laugh I'm wondering what its like to be her she gets what she wants she even got him! but if hes with her why does he look at me..smiling laughing and giggly. i wish gosh so much that i could be her. i cry my self to sleep because he promised me. saying ill be with you when i break up with me ex. he broke up with her and went behind my back. he didn't call just left without a trace. and how do i find. her straight to my face. he lied to me. yet i still love him so. god my baby boy. I MISS YOU SO.