What Am I To You!!

What do you see when you look into my eyes of dispair and sadden by the way you never seem to notice me!! What am I to you!! Am I your lost story or your loss of faith!! Am I the one you turn to when the world seems to be too hard to face!! Why cant you see I'm the one losing the hope in everything!! Nothing seems to brighten up my day like it use to!! Your not even around to see the sadness built up inside of me no tear able to be let it out!! Don't want to show that Im weak so I try to hold all of my heartbreak inside so no one will know that the smiles upon my face are there to satisfy them!! Why cant you see I'm hanging here by only a thread of hope and once it breaks I am going to be left alone to break!!