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by Kailey Mar 24, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about death
I woke up today, in a place I didn\'t know. Someone left me here to lay, where did everyone go? My legs have no feeling, my arms are in so much pain. This isn\'t my ceiling. Where am I, this is insane. My head is spinning. My throat has a cast. Am I in my last inning? Is my breath fading fast? Last night I went to a party. Everyone was drunk and high. Mom, I\'m so sorry. But I don\'t want to die. Everyone\'s going to be mad. We go to state tomorrow. Suddenly I feel so bad, I\'ve never felt so much sorrow. I wish someone could tell me, am I gonna be okay? Where will I be, after tomorrow and the following days? My mom\'s finally here, and so is my dad. The cry as they hold me near. They look so sad. I quickly look around the room, I ask \" Where is Kate \" My mom looks to the ground She says \" the ambulance got there to late\". She was my best friend and my twin sister too I wish this wasnt the way it would end. I wish I would of knew. Now five months later sittin gin this wheel chair. I wish I would have died, but alcohal doesn\'t care.
by Kaely
This is really good, keep writing :)