All im worth...

I whimper and i struggle to stand on my two feet,
Everyday is such a struggle, my tears show my defeat....

I lie everyday... all my secrets that i cover,
So no one sees my screams for help, so no one can discover...

My crimson tears of wonder, the bandages that hide,
Red puddles are my secrets that are coming from inside...

I'm sick of all the screaming outside my bedroom door,
My mother cries for mercy while he slaps her to the floor...

I slide my headphones on, to hide away my fears,
A song that reminds me of my x, my eyes fulfill with tears...

I walk into the corridors of bullying and laughs,
Inside my soul is shattered just from these remarks...

I'm weak from head to toe, my mind is just a mess,
I want to get help, but I'm too scared to confess...

I want to shut my eyes for good, ever since my birth,
Because all this time and to this day, this is all I'm worth...