I know it all too well
ive crossed the line
for good this time
im sort of like a razorblade
cold, untamed
you thought id make you feel better
but i only brought hurt and shame
God, what id do to take it all back
but i cant, and that is that
ive crushed the very thing
that i wanted to last forever
and now the chances are never.
you hate me
and i dont blame you
coz of all the stupid things i do
i screw up and cant go back
i try to take the easy way out
but in the end
i only dig my grave deeper
i never deserved you anyway..
and as much as you used to say
i do
we both know it isnt true
im not enough..
not for you
youre a star
a shimmering jewel
who was(still is) loved by
a hopeless fool
and everyone knows its hard for a diamond
to shine
when its locked up deep down
in the heart of a mine
i wish i could undo
all the hurt ive put you through
rewind the clock
and the tears
and the love
still every night, i pray to god above
that youll be safe and happy..
sad isnt it
still, in my every prayer
even though in yours,
well..never again will i be there.
i should die now
i hope it happens soon
coz theres no reason to drag on
the suffering i inflict upon
everyone
im like a bullet casing
just a used up shell
and ive managed to create my own special hell
ive betrayed you
too many times
i still love you baby
i hope that maybe
youll talk to me again
and this wont be the very end
please know im so sorry
and just give the word
and ill pay for what ive done
in my own blood
and from when ive begun
ill smile all the way through
until the very end
coz all of it will be for you
