Selfish

Here i am, on my last day
Ive contemplated every way
this is how it must go
i love you so much
you'll never know.

I'm ending my life
on this very day
this is the only way
for me to be happy
i know its selfish
i know you won't approve
but Ive been through alot
in these past few years
and this is my only shot
to rid me from all my fears.