Permanently

I hate to fall in love,
And see my heart broken.
To feel pointless and pained,
To inside be frozen.

I now know how this feels,
This sadness within.
I want to end it all!
I wish my life didn't begin!

This pain is too much!
All I do is cry!
Take it all from me!
I just want to die!

If I cut myself here,
I bleed my pains away!
But what if I don't stop it,
And let it bleed all day.

My pains would be ended at last,
Permanently.