Get Over Your Pride

Look, I just want to be with you.
Always...
Forever....
And Ever...
But It will always be a never ending NEVER.

I don't like to admit this but...
Sometimes it just hurts
Not to call you my own.
It seems like your with me
So I begin to believe.

the thing is, you don't see
You don't see the desire
That pushes me
The desire that
won't let me leave.

I'm probably always
just going to be your friend
I know you'll never
be the believer
That I am.

I just wish that you knew
that when I'm alone
I always dream of you.

when I'm alone
with out you
all i can do
is walk around and think.
i think about you,

But you don't think about me...
Its true that i am alone
I just find it so hard
not to look into your beautiful
brown eyes...

the stupid part is...
Those eyes i love to look into
give me a sense of failure
because its all very hopeless
For you to give in to me.

You say its your pride
But I think its because
you want to hide from me

Knowing that I'll never have the chance
to show you how much you're loved by me,
Just hurts more than
anything else in this world.

Men come into your life
But always leave you the same
Feeling weak and defeated,
Broken and beaten.

If i were yours,
I wouldn't do those things
I'd love you.

You will never know what love is
Until you let me show you
The love I'm dying to give
all to you
All for you.

Sometime I'll give up after
waiting for you to see
and for you to believe but
Honestly I'm suffering
Seeing you with everybody but me.

Hopefully one day you'll see
That I'm the one that
should have been in your dreams.

(Hey, this is how a guy feels about a friend that he wants to be closer to, please rate! Thanks much!
Love always, Bobbie)