It happened again
another friend died
gone away from here
someone else ill never see again
why does this always happen to me?
every time i get close to someone
something always goes wrong
the pain hurts so much
knowing that your not here
you where my friend
someone i could actually trust
yet your gone
and i keep wondering
why I'm stuck here
when three of my friends have died
in the past year
i just don't understand
why I'm losing everyone
everyone i cared about
their slipping away
why are they all dieing?
why did they kill themselves?
why couldn't i help?
these are all UN-answered questions
and now I'm getting even more depressed
slitting my wrists more
knowing i should stop
cause of what it did to you
but I'm so addicted to the knife
i hate this
i hate that your dead
this sucks so much
i really, really miss you
I'm gonna miss you forever
everyone stop telling me it will pass
stop telling me it will be alright
cause not one of them happened
when the other two died
so i say again to another dead friend
that i love you and i miss you
and where ever you are
i really hope your happy.
