Asphyxiation

Asphyxiate me with your kiss
Can't believe you make me feel like this
You took my heart,and broke it in two
While promising, 'forever,that's me and you'
You say you can't bear to see me get hurt
So do you close your eyes when you make my pain worse?
We finished a while back and I don't understand
Why,when we meet up,you still reach for my hand?
Surely you still can't be playing me like this?
No other curse can kill like your kiss
I wanna leave this pain endured world,
But then I'd definitely never be your girl
I love you so much, though never said out loud
You said it with lies, what, are you proud?
I think you should leave me and my life,
Go and find another mug,willing to be your wife
I'm hurting and grieving and you don't even care
So when I reach my dreams, you won't be there...